i like a boy

its a big stupid crush and im very upset about it

last night we went to a party together

i got trashed, he got tipsy

we almost kissed

i woke up and we cuddled for two hours

he literally held my hands and played with my hair and tangled his legs with mine and kept pulling me closer and nuzzling into my face and neck and it was really great

i texted him later once i woke up from my nap back at my dorm

he keeps saying its obvious im interested in him but he doesnt know what he feels or thinks

i feel like an idiot